Assalammualaikum!
Warmest Greeting!
Dear Someone,
“Doesn’t mean you are older than me you can disrespect me!”
Since I am a kid, I always hear you said this to my mum, “Although you are a widow but you are rich.” At that time upon hearing that I took no notice of it. Mainly because at that time besides I am still a kid plus I don’t know about my mum’s financial or neither do I know how hard it was to earn money. What I just know, everyday I will have my pocket money given by my mum without failed. But now since I already working and earning my hard earn money, I realized it was not easy to earn even $0.10. Plus there were ups and downs in my mum and mine financial. So when you said, my mum is a rich person in my heart I wanna laugh loudly. It was because how wrong you are! How can you simply judge our financial that way because in the first point, my mum is a widow and I don’t have a dad and it was not as if we have someone to support us. All the money that we have is mainly due to our hard earning. Beside that the struggling that we have to face in order to maintain our financial, do you know it? No you don’t!
Beside all that I have been trying to forget about what you said, “You dislike me because to you I am an egoistic person; have a loud voice and totally a different person when I am in the cyber world.” But sadly, I can’t forget it no matter how hard I tried! You know what, all this while since I already started working I tried to stop myself from keeping on becoming a coward person. I wanna become someone else! I wanna become a person who can freely voice out what is inside their heart without have to feel scared what others might think of me. I wanna become that! I am totally sick and tired of just keeping in everything that I wanna voice out and in the end I am the one who suffered. I have enough living with the family like ours which most of the time we can’t freely voice out especially if we are younger. Just because of the seek we don’t want people to label as “disrespect.”
Let me tell you frankly, when I am with our family members, I pretend to be the kind of person who only told to listen and not to say a word when I am not suppose too. But deep inside my heart only Allah knows how I wish I can voice out too. Don’t I have enough of that?! If in the real world it seems hard to voice out I don’t think it was wrong to voice it out at the cyber world. It was better this way rather than I become like your youngest son. Never get to voice out what was inside his heart and when suddenly he open his mouth to speak up, all his words were all the dissatisfy that all this while he have in his life. I am saying this base on the fact and not some make up story that I created.
I heard him said all these:
“Why do people wanna kept looking at us? For what? To see our underwear?”
“You don’t talk about life. It was better you settle about your own death first before you wanna talk about life”.
“I never asked you to change your sit there; I was just giving my opinion!”
I don’t wanna say anymore. Mostly people are all the same. They can find other people’s fault but when it comes to their own fault they never wanna realize it or admit it.
Warmest Greeting!
Dear Someone,
Since I am a kid, I always hear you said this to my mum, “Although you are a widow but you are rich.” At that time upon hearing that I took no notice of it. Mainly because at that time besides I am still a kid plus I don’t know about my mum’s financial or neither do I know how hard it was to earn money. What I just know, everyday I will have my pocket money given by my mum without failed. But now since I already working and earning my hard earn money, I realized it was not easy to earn even $0.10. Plus there were ups and downs in my mum and mine financial. So when you said, my mum is a rich person in my heart I wanna laugh loudly. It was because how wrong you are! How can you simply judge our financial that way because in the first point, my mum is a widow and I don’t have a dad and it was not as if we have someone to support us. All the money that we have is mainly due to our hard earning. Beside that the struggling that we have to face in order to maintain our financial, do you know it? No you don’t!
Beside all that I have been trying to forget about what you said, “You dislike me because to you I am an egoistic person; have a loud voice and totally a different person when I am in the cyber world.” But sadly, I can’t forget it no matter how hard I tried! You know what, all this while since I already started working I tried to stop myself from keeping on becoming a coward person. I wanna become someone else! I wanna become a person who can freely voice out what is inside their heart without have to feel scared what others might think of me. I wanna become that! I am totally sick and tired of just keeping in everything that I wanna voice out and in the end I am the one who suffered. I have enough living with the family like ours which most of the time we can’t freely voice out especially if we are younger. Just because of the seek we don’t want people to label as “disrespect.”
Let me tell you frankly, when I am with our family members, I pretend to be the kind of person who only told to listen and not to say a word when I am not suppose too. But deep inside my heart only Allah knows how I wish I can voice out too. Don’t I have enough of that?! If in the real world it seems hard to voice out I don’t think it was wrong to voice it out at the cyber world. It was better this way rather than I become like your youngest son. Never get to voice out what was inside his heart and when suddenly he open his mouth to speak up, all his words were all the dissatisfy that all this while he have in his life. I am saying this base on the fact and not some make up story that I created.
I heard him said all these:
“Why do people wanna kept looking at us? For what? To see our underwear?”
“You don’t talk about life. It was better you settle about your own death first before you wanna talk about life”.
“I never asked you to change your sit there; I was just giving my opinion!”
I don’t wanna say anymore. Mostly people are all the same. They can find other people’s fault but when it comes to their own fault they never wanna realize it or admit it.
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